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This story begins shortly after Operation Desert Shield began in August of 1990. On a Sunday afternoon in early September a new friend, Jani (not the real name) and I were enjoying one of those clear blue sky warm Indian Summer days at the beach. Suddenly Jani threw her hands to her face and she kept repeating – Oh my God! Oh my God! I asked her what the problem was. She told me she saw a vision of my daughter Luane and her family in a very disturbing scene. She told me my daughter’s husband is dangerous and she must get rid of him immediately. Jani agonized over what she saw. She had never met them. I knew Jani was psychic because I had already experienced what she was able to see and she was very accurate. I never expected a warning like this one that came out of the blue on that clear day at the beach. I didn’t want to hear this. Fear and concern for them began to rise in my emotions.
Because of the experiences I had with the Inner Planes, that evening I decided to ask for help from people who have left their bodies. Discarnated consciousness is the same substance as our own consciousness. I wrote in my diary:
September 3, 1990 – Jani’s vision of Luane’s burden. Max, Luane, Michelle Grace and Dominique (my son-in-law, daughter and their two children) I send you Love and Light. Damon, Craig and Mr. Oblo (my husband, a young man I cared for when he was dying from cancer, and Luane’s Qabalist Godfather) send what is needed. We are One and we will make it with Love and Light. After that I felt and I wrote – Quiet feeling of the Presence.
September 15, 1990 – Thank you for this Light. God is in all, controlling all. Love and Forgiveness. Wisdom is the Power necessary for poise and balance in surroundings of social problems and war. Straight-knowledge unfolds Wisdom and Understanding.
In early December I got a phone call from Luane. She told me there were probems in her marriage. Max was blaming her for his unhappiness. She did not want her sisters to know anything was wrong so I kept our phone calls private. I asked Jani what she saw. She could see o hope for Max. Luane must get rid of him immediately to get away from a dangerous situation. I was taken back to fear of the unknown. I went on with the job of closing down the jewelry business with my daughters Pamela ad Christina. I had no clue to what would unfold for me.
Michelle Grace was to become my teacher to teach me that love – unity – to transmute the energy of tragedy, is more powerful than fear in the years that followed. My life studies and experiences that I was going through at that time were helpful to prepare me to understand Michelle Grace’s wisdom as she guided me with her clear knowing that has nothing to do with our present understanding of love and how to resolve conflict. When Michelle Grace was with me it was important to do Business before we played. We got books, pens and paper and we held meetings that I didn’t really understand. Her parting words to me always were Don’t forget your stuff!
Psychic faculties contain a part of our consciousness that remains forgotten. Psyche is the human soul. Life is based on an interplay of psychic energy waves. It is difficult to comprehend the saturation of space as a Living Substance. The most penetrating energies are invisible. Everyone has a reserve of psychic energy and everything is attracted by psychic energy. It can be a liberator or an enslaver depending on what we know and how we use the limitless Living Substance. Public opinion, mass ideas and the tendencies of human desire and thought are not of the highest order at this time.
Psychic faculties are not spiritual powers. All animals are psychic and practically all primitive people are psychic. Psychic powers must be investigated and the laws of the subhuman forces that are part of our makeup must be understood. Before an occurrence manifests physically it has become a finished product on the Inner Planes. Telepathy is the Primal Substance of the unification of life. It is the Uniting Intelligence. It unites us to that which we direct our attention. This is how a psychic sees and hears coming events. Just because we begin to see beyond the limits of the physical plane is no guarantee that we have any better apprehension of the truth. People who are psychic see only what they have unfolded in their consciousness to understand. Consciousness unfolds from lower to higher levels as we grow by unfolding the folded pattern through stages to maturity in consciousness. There is danger in exercising psychic powers that lower the level of man’s consciousness with negative psychism.
Not all voices are false. Some of them bring up thoughts of very advanced and wise personalities. Everything we receive has to be tested most critically. Discrimination is needed because psychic readings have a tendency to encourage reliance on the authority of others in those who pay attention to them, and it undermines their own self-reliance to discover the fundamental facts of pre-existent Wisdom. It is the quality of our actions that create what we will experience. Becoming clairvoyantly aware of negative events only clutters the mind and prevents one from becoming receptive to the positive, progressive and prosperous things of life. It is not necessary to pick up negative thought currents.
Regression is not the answer. We can bring up memories we think are responsible for what we are experiencing, but adverse responses go back to previous incarnations and are rarely available to conscious memory. Even unhappy childhood relationships can be what we were magnetically drawn to because of a pattern from an earlier incarnation. If we are openly aware we would not repeat our negative responses to life. Readings are even more subject to error than ordinary psychiatric regression. Until you have reached a certain level of liberation from the mass mind you tune in to memories of others through influences and it is difficult to differentiate between your own feelings and those of others.
Development of psychic energy is a vital task of humanity. People need new straight-knowledge to strive to the future with confidence. Psychic energy is the continuity of one stream of energy that links everything to One Origin. The combining of physical plane energies with the invisible saturation of space is the true direction of study. We need to develop the proper understanding of our psychic faculties with an ability to recognize them for what they are in order to direct and control them, and to distinguish actual Powers from the illusion of power. Energy is in Mind not matter. Matter is pure thought.
Our problems hold a certain pattern. Flesh is atoms held in a certain force field or etheric body by our consciousness. The reason why we remain in the sepulcher of the carnal body with old negative patterns is that our consciousness remains in these subliminal patterns as we attract our atomic structure from a field in harmony with what we are. This is the Law of Attraction.
Michelle Grace’s classroom. Michelle Grace put a sheet of paper up on an easel. She drew a stick figure and she put a red circle around it. She asked me what is wrong with the picture. I didn’t know. She scribbled through the red circle to erase it. Then she put all the colors in the spectrum of the sun around the figure to make a beautiful aura. She said we have to erase the closed consciousness that we have and open ourselves to receive guidance from the Source of Intelligence that is greater than ourselves. Fear and superstition hold us in bondage. We receive back when we give out from ourselves.