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HAPPY NEW YEAR – Good Health, Happiness and Success in 2020!
From The Winter Solstice December 21, 2019 light is born from the shortest, darkest day of the year, to the strongest daylight of the year on the 20th of June, 2020.
The New Year of 2020 is a Master Number year. It would be wise to remind ourselves repeatedly, almost mantra-like that it can be the year of the Master Builder, a time when we can lay down solid foundations of our future perfectly aligned with our soul purpose. Failing to draw upon our full potential, the opportunities of this year will bring the Master Number 22 down to a 4 as we reduce ourselves to worker bees rather than Master Builders.
“Man will be enslaved to the treadmill of hard labor, war, famine, and fear until knowledge of the invisible controlling universe comes to man. This can never come through the senses for they observe only physical effects of creation without being able to fathom Cause in the Creator” – Dr. Walter Russell.
All of man’s experiences are part of his unfolding – part of his journey from Darkness to Light. All mankind will eventually have full conscious awareness of the Light. Man has no choice in the matter. The Source is creating Divine unrest to stir up the accumulation of error through the world ages of Time cycles. Divine unrest will increase until there is an end to the old world way of thinking. When man has sufficiently punished himself by walking toward the Darkness, he will turn toward the Light to ease his own self-inflicted suffering.
The end of the Twentieth Century was a crucial time in human history because we have entered a new Time cycle that will be known as The Cosmic Age for the greatest change of concept in all history. The universe is standing on the edge of a new awareness of itself. There is a propelling force that is causing a great movement to recognize the spiritual value and the spiritual equality of all human beings. A cycle of intense planetary activity due to the coming in of the Cosmic Age, the passing of the sun into Aquarius and the preparation consequently going on to fit man to work with new forces and energies are playing on us. For the first time in history the emotional and mental states of human consciousness are in a condition of upheaval. No incarnation is an easy one at this time. Our entire understanding of life will have to change. No man shall know Love, nor Peace, nor Rest until he gives the light of love of himself to all men. “He who would be a leader of men must first be the servant of men” – The Divine Iliad by Dr. Walter Russell.
It is time to awaken all people to the importance of this present time and of their right share and their responsibility to purify the world by transmuting undesirable elements by learning some very difficult lessons about their own unfinished Business. It is time to awaken the light of divine wisdom and its application to dissolve political, economic, social and environmental problems and confusion.
We need to address the idea of change in our thinking instead of adding to already unworkable ideas. PM – Man’s Journey From Darkness To Light is my journey in this incarnation that is unfolding remembrance of Who we are, What we are a part of, What is the Purpose of Life, and How we are meant to live it. I have written true stories about real people in real life situations. We will all be tested to the limits of our capacity in The Cosmic Age we have entered and I believe stories from people who have been led to The Great Work on the Path of Return to God Awareness to restore the Original Power will be of help and comfort to others who are seeking better answers to the challenges facing Planet Earth at this time.
Cosmic Consciousness is not “acquired”. It comes with a soul’s unfolding beyond five-sense consciousness by changing body cells to receptors capable to receive higher frequencies of reception. We must refine our thinking before we are able to receive finer energies to enable us to create new combinations of elements that will bring human life to the next level of cultural development toward what we are destined to become. This is what those unused brain cells are all about and the time has come to learn how to use more of our potential.
“You don’t know what you are. All you have to do is surrender” – Rose.
Rose was a patient of Dr. Robert Atkins. She was dying from liver cancer. Rose owned a health food store in New York City and was one of the first to market organic products. She got to know many cancer patients who were under the care of Dr. Max Gerson, a well-known pioneer in alternative cancer treatment. Dr. Gerson’s protocol included a diet with organic fruits and vegetables. Rose told me the diet really did put many people into remission for a while. But then, she said, it came back more vicious than before and this time the diet did not work. Rose knew that diet alone was not the cure for cancer. She had heard of Hanna Kroeger’s work while I was working as Dr. Atkins’ secretary and she asked to meet me.
Rose was waiting for me. She looked like death was at her door. She lived with her companion, Frank. They met at the health food store. Frank’s mother was a metaphysician and Rose helped her through her transition. Frank told me about his metaphysical studies and spiritual experiences. He was interested in what Rose was now accessing and he was excited, optimistic and striving to help her find a cure. Rose now has inner seeing and she is unfolding the Higher Knowing that I have found in people with life-threatening challenges and in young children. Rose could see the colors and the size of auras.
Rose asked if I knew about the laying on of hands. I told her my mother did this to me when I was a child. She said that it came to her that I should try it on her and so I did with remembrance of my mother’s hands. She said a large fish was in her stomach and it rose up and she petted it. She said before there were frogs and now the frogs are gone. She told me she saw spikes of white light from my right hand going into her body and breaking up the hard mass. We talked some more and then Rose began to cry and cry. She told me of her anger that has now left her. She told me the story of her difficult life and how she became bitter and angry because of her own ignorance in not accepting life the way it was given to her to live. She said before her cat died she had cat’s eyes. Rose saw this again in her eyes and she knew her own death was near. This brought her sorrow because now she has found understanding and a reason to live with joy. She talked about healing and she told me she would be in touch with me.
The way I felt after the laying on of hands was a bit like what I felt when the name of Jesus came to me. It was something I would never think about. It was ridiculous – like this is not me. I am seeing myself doing this, but how did I get to this invisible stuff? I find myself laughing at silly this is, yet here I am. How do I explain why Rose was going to the Atkins C enter in the first place? She was refusing Dr. Atkins’ urging to get to a hospital and she wanted to know about Hanna – and now here I am doing what my mother did to comfort me with the laying on of hands. Rose was living three blocks away from the office so it was convenient for me to visit her.
I learned the Science of the Hands is a very real one. The laying on of hands can become transmitters of spiritual energy through a knowledge of the law as centers of force that are little understood. Energy follows thought. I did the laying on of the hands with remembrance of my mother’s hands on me.
The story of Jonah and the whale is a parable concerned with the Piscean stage of consciousness and the awakening of the Christ Consciousness in the Aquarian stage. Jonah stands for the hidden imprisoned Christ, alive to the perils of the situation, and the whale of large size stands for the bondage of incarnation and for the personality. The Great Fish is an emblem of all pains, suffering and sorrows. These are the portals through which man passes to the heart of the Great Mother of all living. Anguish brought Jonah to follow God’s ways. The fish is the sign of Secret Wisdom (Esoteric Astrology by Alice Bailey).
The month of December was a trip into the unseen. Rose, even when I write her name I feel something of the unseen. I think of what the rose has meant to me since my father died. This month has been quite an experience in learning to Let Go and Let God lead the way. Forms change but the energy of which they are composed is indestructible. Our bodies die but we carry the pattern we have made. I realized I am helping Rose to transmute energy in her personality pattern. The new pattern in her consciousness is unfolding a higher level of understanding that will be carried into her next reincarnation. She tells me God has work for her. The understanding that Rose has unfolding is teaching me more of what we should all be learning. Life is eternal and we are more than our physical bodies.
In her last days Frank helped Rose to try everything from a macrobiotic diet to foot massage in an effort to bring back the Life Force. He even brought in a macrobiotic cook. Rose refused to go to the hospital and Dr. Atkins told her he could no longer be responsible for her. I visited her as much as I could. One morning I gave her a bath and I cut her fingernails and toenails. Something felt good about washing the dead cells off her feet. I was rushing because I was late for work. Rose said it was okay. She told me to smile and just try to help. She said Dr. Atkins needs people like you around because he is a good man. She said he is a pussycat surrounded by vultures. Our antiquated healthcare system does not change without great opposition because fear of change still dominates people. Victory over fear will come only with higher knowing. Rose had reached a higher level of consciousness where she could see a potential in me that I was not yet mature enough in consciousness to understand why my human personality was led to a deep desire to find the cause of suffering. God’s idea for humankind will one day manifest through the personalities of humankind.
Then Rose said, “You don’t know what you are. You shouldn’t be typing letters for Dr. Atkins. All you have to do is surrender.” I never thought to think what I am and the idea of surrender was new to me. I would surrender gladly if I knew what that was all about. I only knew that life had presented me with a lot of opportunities that required a lot more than what I understood to keep from giving up. Each time a new challenge came, something out of the unseen surfaced in my consciousness to help me make it through the experience.
A homeopathic doctor from the Atkins Center visited Rose and gave her a few remedies. He told her he would see her next week. He told me his teacher told him he must do three things. I forgot two, but the third was to take care of an old lady and Rose appeared to be that lady. He gave me one more remedy to give to Rose. He said this one would either have her die quickly or it would heal her. I took the remedy but I said I could not give it to Rose. He told me if things got that bad, I should just do it.
The next day I read in my studies – “All suffering is redeemed. Keep calm. Do not block the channel. Leave all to God”.
Rose is very close to leaving her body. Frank called me at the office to say he needed help. I stopped by after work and Rose was happy to see me. We cleaned her up and she gave us the most beautiful smile. It had to come from God. She ate a little and we took sips of water from the same glass. Then she asked me for the remedy. I pretended I didn’t know what she was talking about. I was still carrying it in my purse. She was insisting and then she said, just do it! That really surprised me, but I was getting used to these surprises. It still didn’t feel right so I did not just do it.
Rose was acting on more than one plane of existence. She wanted in every way to please us, yet her eyes were wide with what was going on in the unseen. It was much more compelling. She became radiant and no longer in touch with us. Her escorts were surrounding her. Frank tried to get her attention and then she just passed into death in my arms as he talked to her. He called 911 to come and Rose was pronounced dead.
Rose was going to be cremated the next day and Frank did not want to be alone with her. He asked me to stay to have dinner with him. He ordered from the restaurant downstairs. I had a lamb dish. As I was eating an amazing thing happened. I came upon a big chunk of liver. I am sure Rose teleported it. She did tell me she would be in touch!
I know Rose knows I did my best with the knowledge I had. She told me she thought she would live to be ninety. I thought so too. Rose told me I should surrender to God and God alone. I still did not know what that meant.
Afterward I thought about that last homeopathic remedy. When Rose said just do it and I could not, I thank God. If I did I could never forgive myself. It is not my job to give remedies that I don’t know. But, here is the big question. What was it that made her knowing possible? In my spiritual experience I understand this was life experience to show me the unseen truly is more powerful than what we can imagine until we have the experience.
Rose, we both knew. I wanted to get it over because I was tired. I am sure even that is okay. I did not want to clean up one more stinking mess. What must it have been for you? It came to me that if God is all that we are supposed to know that God is, it is okay. It is what we call our unfinished Business, or Karma. Rose redeemed her little personality self and found a meaningful incarnation. There was a time when long periods separated a new incarnation. This is no longer necessary. Rose, perhaps you are already here with Higher Knowing and we will meet again.
“You don’t know what you are. All you have to do is surrender”. This was back in 1983. There came the dawn in my consciousness to begin to think what I am. Why am I doing what I am doing? I am just beginning to understand what Rose meant. The exercise is to trust that there truly is a power and a purpose that has not yet formed a perceptible appearance. Personalities change. Individuality never changes. Until you know what you are, you remain the who of your personality because you have not yet found the eternal what that you are.
We are all healing or harming the One Life with our consciousness. The refinement of consciousness will take humankind to a higher being for cooperation with far-off worlds. We are just beginning to know Right from Wrong. We must accept, appreciate, give thanks, and live life to give our very best God-given talent to uplift every soul that suffers because we are One Dynamic Living Organism.
People need a deeper understanding of man’s purpose on earth and what he has been doing for ages to defeat his purpose. All of man’s experiences are part of his unfolding – part of his journey from Darkness to Light. Everyone must learn that God works with us to gradually awaken the Light of his glorious presence within our bodies to unfold the destiny he has promised, but God does not do the work for us.
“All wisdom is summed up in knowledge of God. To gain this is the aim of all research, of all works, of all devotion” – The Great Work course of the Builders of the Adytum.
Science, Religion and Humanity are at the crossroads of unfolding the scientific fact that God is the Creator. Science studies effects rather than cause. Man’s comprehension has been limited to the range of one-sided, five-sense thinking creating without the wisdom and understanding of Mind Knowing. Scientists know the whole universe of matter is just electric waves of light. Every body, tree and planet is waves of light. Scientists say “If we knew the secret of Light, we would have a new civilization – we might even become aware of God through knowing that secret”. Until science takes God in as co-creator it will never know the cause of many complex effects.
Dr. Walter Russell is the greatest scientist of our time and most people never heard of him. He demonstrated the Father in him doing the work as Jesus demonstrated in his time when we were not ready to hear. Walter Russell built a scientific comprehension of the nature of God – and man’s unity with God – in order that man may unfold in the direction of its ultimate goal of cosmic awareness of the Light rather than refold by descending into the terrors of another dark age. Science will verify this when it finds cause in the stillness of the One Light which Walter Russell reveals, explains and verifies, and remains covered up like so many other advances held back because of fear of change. Unknowing man counts on his own power. It is through science that a new comprehension of the cosmos is possible, but it is also through science that civilization can be destroyed. Read Dr. Russell’s book The Secret of Light to learn about the secret of Light.
The Law of Balance is the Law of Love upon which the universe is founded. Love is the spiritual name for gravitation. Gravitation is the strongest force in the universe and it is invisible. Gravitation is the male principle of Creation. Radiation is the female principle of Creation. We radiate or give forth from our own center. Though our total personality is a synthesis of both masculine and feminine potencies, whether or not we are expressing through a male or female vehicle during an incarnation makes a big difference.
“Every transaction of life is between pairs and the pairs must balance with each other in order to be united. Unity is not possible if the pairs of a transaction are not equal. Inequality in the transactions of Man (male & female) in action, leaves a residue of unbalance which has not been able to be united with its mate. The cause of all ills and world problems is unbalanced transactions. This is the biggest problem in all civilization” – Dr. Walter Russell.
God’s One Law is Balance. Obedience to the One Law is absolute. Rhythmic Balanced interchange is the inviolate law which must be obeyed. Nature persistently violates it by man’s misuse of force and energy. Mother Nature instantly pays the price for its violation in its storms, tornadoes, crashing avalanches and tragedy of field, forest and jungle. Man persistently violates it and instantly pays the price of his violations in his business failures, enmities, unhappiness and illness – The Message of the Divine Iliad by Dr. Walter Russell.
Each physical body is a laboratory. Each cell, tissue, and muscle responds to truth. They will accept doubt of God Power and they will accept God Power.
We must not accept man’s negative thoughts of the beginning of the end of the world as we know it, but as the beginning of finding the explanation for suffering, pain and death. When we look at the bright faces of Cosmic Age children and those who are doing the Great Work to awaken Higher Knowing, we can trust that the consciousness of humanity will rise by sharing of the great Seed-Truth, not by allowing ignorant personality thoughts and immature actions to determine the future.
The signature for this New Year on the 1st of January 2020 talks both to our own personal destiny and to the assistance from the universe by unexpected, even inexplicable means.